Yeah.

Please make the pain go away. Please make me happy, I don't wanna fell rejected once more.
Why things are always so hard to achieve. I don't get it, for the others it looks so easy.
Maybe it's my fault. It's always my fault.
Please, make it happen. This time I really want it to happen. Please I want to end this suffering... I can't hold this for too much time.
I rather be with the dead, than the living.
Shoot me.